Started And Ended Wit hA Joke

 

Do you see these alambers? Sabay katawa. Diba G, ikaw to? Nisabay sad kag katawa nya didto ga start ang tanan. Hi everyone! Visitor ko but avid reader. (Di ni akong account ang gigamit admin, please hide this account's identity, utang na loob ko to sa kanya.) Let's go back. Call me Yel. Datu, biba, arte, gwapa pero kalog. Third year highschool ko ato. Wa pay tarung buot, walang alam sa love. Naa koy classmate, let's call him G. Di mi close since choosy ko sa boy FRIENDS. Daghan man kong migo na close pero siya, dili. Moreno, taason ug medyo hitsuraan gamay. Pero prangka lang, layo ra siyas mga campus gwapos sa school. One day, that was Wednesday jud. Vacant mi ato for 1 hour nya di mi allowed mugawas pero wa man toy teacher nya si G is medyo rule breaker so nag gawas gawas siya. Wa ko nagmind niya kay nagtutok kos mga freshmen na naay cooperative activities sa ground. Nya kay kato nga room is medyo old and rusty naman, niya naay alambre. So ako hilig man ko mag storyas akong self (not crazy okay?), nikalit kog ingon ug "Do you see these alambers?" nya naay nikatawa kusog kaayo. Siya diay to kay he was having a stupid stare at me diay. Nikatawa rasad ko kay lagi funny man sad akong joke. -75%verbatim- Me: HAHAHAHA ALAMBERS. G: Gwapag smile ni alambers oy. Me: Naa koy name G! Basta no, kataw anan jud akong joke diba? G: Congrats alambers! Nice joke hahahahah (niya nilakaw). The day ended, wa rajud ko. Pag next day ana, absent ko since labad jud kaayo akong ulo and medyo sakit akong pus-on. Pag gabii ana naay text from unknown number. "Alambers!" Kahibaw kong si G na to. So ni reply dayun ko. Me: G! Yel lagi ko. G: "Mao nalang na atong tawganay ba. Alambers hehe" Me: Sgi gud. Nag sigi mig text text. Wa ko kahibaw na buotan man diay ni siya nya naay sense of humor. I enjoyed the night texting him and by that, I knew him even more. Nag start nag lessen akong dislikes 'bout him. The next day, siya akong kaatubang since daghang vacant sa friday. Sa canteen man or sa room, si Alambers jud haha. Ff. Everyday mag kuyog mi, nagka close jud mi ang I'm starting to fall in love with him. That feeling na nindot kays paminaw na mapakatawa nimo siya. Nga lipay kaayo siya everytime librehan nakos Mang Inasal ug iyang ilibre nako is tubig ra?. Pero lipay nako basta lipay siya hahaha. His smile is just so priceless. Murag di nako mabuhig di ko kakita niya. Siya syag court nako and by January 15, 2*** official na mi! Yes. Didto jud siya nanguyab sa library and I was so happy. Plus he brought me flowers. Flowers na barato. Pero wa ko ga mind, I was just so happy to have him. Months had passed and everything is just perfect. Among relationship was going well but pagkahibaw ni Mommy, nasuko siya. Resulta, gipabalhin kos dakong university. I thought parehas mig school na graduate-tan pero di. Wa nako siya buwagi, pero we kept everything a secret. Hanggang video call nalang mi. Happy ko for him and also he's satisfied with me. He's just so loyal jud and he loves me so much. Usahay mag kita-kita mis mall, ug kaon-kaon. Everytime naa siya, mura kog naas langit. Ff. Graduate na mi both and very happy kaayo ko ato kay mag college na jud tawn. I invited him sa house, niadto siya. Thank God buotans Mommy that time pero still wa sya kabalo na uyab mi. Pag April 15 we celebrated 1year and 4 months of love. Pero it feels like months pa ang niaagi. Sweet gihapon siya nako ato mura japon ug bag-ong mag uyab. Di masukod akong kalipay when I'm with him. Ani na time, nag movie date jud mi. Ang mas happy, siyay nanglibre. HAHAHAHA. Ff. Anothet good news. Didto siya nagpa enroll sa university namo. He's good at basketball man, so he became a varsity player. Sigi mig kita pero di jud kaayo ko clingy kay secret baya haha. PERO Sigi pud kog kita niya with other girls. "Gwapoha nimo G oy pwede pa picture?" Sigi kog kadungog ana, wa sila kabalong selosa kaayo ko. Makalagot kaayo mga girls! Pero i think it's my fault since wa sad sila kabalo na uyab mi. Akong gi laon laom. Pero if usahay ni na nako kaya, magyawyaw ko ana niya pero bilib kos iyang pasensya. "Sorry alambers nako, my Yel, my love my everything with fries". Okay po solved na ta. Ing-ana ra na and we're back to normal. Very ff. Away balik. Pero never the "buwag balik". Ma solve raman namo and tungod raman sads akong ka selosa gud. Pero dapat mu distansya sad siya, knowing nga naa na siyay uyab. Pero kalimtan ra nako tanan, 3 yrs kapin na mi. Dali ra kaayong panahon but G is still the same man I knew. Since dagko na mi, nagpa ila'2 mis usag usang parents namo. Kulbaa lagi but Fortunately, they're really okay with us. So mao to, magbisita na-na si G sa amoa sigi. Lipay kaayo ko. Kay less than 3 years gradwar na mi. Perfect kaayo tanan. Lipay jud kaayo ko. But. Pero consecutive days makig away ko niya kay selosa ko. One day wa mi commu. Wa sad toy klasi. Abi nako padung najud mi buwag ba. Gapataas kog pride. Wa ko ni text jud. Mga late in the afternoon, niabot siya. With card, flowers and my fave fries. Wa ko katuo ato. Grabi gi hug jud nako siya taman and I said I'm really sorry kay too much ra kaayo ko, but he stayed humble saying iyaha jud daw tong sa. Grabi nag stay mis balay sig tabi whole day nya pag gabii niuli na siya. ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE JUD TO. I couldn't thank God enough sa tanang blessings na iyang gihatag, labi nang perfect family ug buotang boyfie 🙂 I thought G na ako nay dad-on nimos altar. I thought ikaw na akong kauban all my life nga nag plano ta na sa US mamuyo niya isuroy ang whole world. I thought ikaw na tong mu babysit sa atong future offspring bahalag ingon ka na basin ma busy ka sa imong pagka PINAKAMAAYO NA ENGINEER. Everything changed. Everything vanished. I thought it was the end of the world. My heart was shattered into gazillion pieces. I couldn't stop crying. I was dying inside. One day While ako naas balay, ikaw naa pas school for rehearsals. Ni chat pa gani kag "I love you Alambers ko, I love you Yel. Practice sa mi ha? Amping and see you later". Nisaad kang kuhaon ko for a dinner date. It's 6:30 already pero wa paka ato. I thought it just part of the plan. Pero I felt worried so I called you and texted you but got no response. I texted your sister Gail, but still no replies. Your friends tanan na guro akong gi tawagan, wala. Daghan na kaayo kong gi huna huna that time. Negative kaayo ko. Guol kaayo ko ba nihilak na jud ko kay wa ko kabalog asa ka adtuon. Til nakatug ko. Nakamata ko and that was midnight. I checked my phone and I got one message. It was Ate Gail. "Hi Alambers ko Yel! I love you. Sorry wa nadayun atong dinner date kay naa juy emergency naa ko diria ******* Hospital kay si Mama man gud. Okay rako ha? Love you". After that na relieved ko knowing that you're okay but worried for you Mom. I just replied with "Ate Gail ga joke nis G?" Haha kay murag healthy man kaayos Auntie. Mga 30 mins na to, gikapoy nakog hulats reply so I got to the hospital right away. Nangita ko niyo and una nakong nasugatan was Ella Ann, imong cousin G diba?. Nihug nako na puwa kaayog mata. Nangutan kog unsay nahitabo ni Auntie but all she said was "Adtoan lang Yel". Worried ko but di kaayo to the highest point. As I was going through the rooms, I saw all of your family members including your Mom, crying. Crying. All the pain were in their eyes. I asked fast "Ngano ni?" Way ni answer pero i saw your dead body G, padungs morgue. I looked closely and it was you. My other half, my best pal, my love, my everything. Niluhod ko ug ni shagit jud ko. I was screaming and tears were pouring so hard. "G? ngano? After all those imo rakong biyaan? Ni ingon paka na okay raka? G, ngano man. Sakit kaayo. Nahugno akong kalibutan ug nagwild nako didto sa hospital. Wa ko kabalo na unsa na ko but all i was thinking is "Lord, si G jud? Ako nalang unta". Gusto ko magpakamatay G. I am so so so broken that time. Daghan kayng nitan aw nako but I didn't care. I hugged you as if you can still hug me back. I didn't know what happened. I lost control of myself. Wa ko natulog. Naa kos morgue waiting for miracles to happen. I was there near you, holding your hands Akong luha murag wa pajud nahubas. Gusto nako ipagawas akong ka guol. Hangtud na buntag, wa ko nilakaw. When mommy saw you, she felt the same way. When I saw everybody crying, I want to end my life already. Gikapoy na. Sakit kaayo sa dughan. Wa ko ni kaon. Tanga kaayo ko. Still di ko katuo na wala na akong boyfriend na buotan kaayo, pasensyado kaayo, humble ug wala na imong sweet kaayong smile. Then a day after I saw you in the coffin, I still sobbed, nya gicomfort pako sigi ni Auntie and Ate Gail. And then your friend no, si Marga iya kong giingnan ngano to nahitabo. It's because padung kas amoa, nadisgrasya ang taxi na imong gisakyan. I didn't know kay tanga kaayo ko. Sorry G. Wa jud ko nagtagad if naunsa naka before paman to nahitabo. I know love kaayo ko nimo no, nga bisan lisod na kaayo imong situation nakasugo paka ni Ate Gail na patextsan ko na okay ra ka. Nag joke ka para di ko maguol. Hours nga natulog ko were the little time left for you. Tanga kaayo ko no. Sorry G. Mahal kaayo tika G. It's almost 2 years pero sakit gihapon. You still own my heart G! I love you Alambers ko. Salamat kaayo for the 3 years with me. Sa tanan tanan ha? Watch over me in heaven okay? I love you so much. Bisag wala naka sa world, ako nagpadayn kos akong mga pangandoy G! Apil kas akong mga inspirasyon G . Dili bitaw happy ang ending nato pero it proves jud na even at your last breath, you still showed how much you care and love me G. I love you. Til we meet again♡" Visitor